Sigh. Watched the last episode of series 4 last night, which of course means only 4 episodes to look forward to over the next year and a half to two years.
I don't care what the sneering crowd sez, I loved it. I loved Donna as a companion this whole series, I loved the silly adventures, I loved the insanity, I loved the Return of Friggin' Everyone ending with Sarah Jane and Martha and Rose and Mickey and Jackie and Captain Jack and the Torchwood team (well, what's left of them, anyway) and even K9. I got all sentimental about the Doctor/Rose thing all over again. The ending made me teary-eyed.
Captain Jack had the funniest line of the episode, but I can't share it because it would ruin a plot point, which might cause
Things I learn about myself watching Doctor Who -- I love silly. I love over the top. I love out of control. I love a bit of sappy romance. I love, love, love being able to just totally geek out and go apeshit fanboy over something, happily damning the naysayers to various hells filled with The OC and Charles In Charge reruns. There's a way in which Doctor Who and its spin-offs seem like maps of my soul. I can't even really explain it. Maybe that, really, is part of what fandoms are -- a story, a set of characters, a universe, just resonates with the drama and comedy in your own mind and soul.
But, ya know, I'm in a weird place emotionally speaking -- not bad, not by a long shot, just new and weird and crazy -- and easily affected by such things right now. And Doctor Who, odd as it may seem, seems to be dance that mirrors the giddy turmoil of emotions, gives it metaphoric -- and damn fun* -- form.
(*one can't knock that part. It may have its "deep shit" parts, but Doctor Who is one of those practically perfect forms of escapism, gosh wow and silliness and big, satisfying explosions. And funny aliens)
